there isn't anything much to say actually..life is going on as per usual, other than the fact that i am back to college to further my degree..but somehow some things doesn't seem to fit..have you ever had the feeling that something is amiss but you can't really put your finger on it?sure explains alot right now...there were times where i knew my goals and what i wanted out of this life..but at the time being,i'm not as sure..
each day i gain one,yet i seem to lose 2 others..may seem insignificant then,but as i think and dwell upon it,i realise today,when it's all too late and gone...it meant something..but there is no turning back to the old me..have you heard that all too familiar pharse,"i wish i could turn back time?" it rings too late,and sometimes too soon..now,i wished i had the chance to really turn it back again..to the times where it was a carefree life,devoid of all pain and misery..where nothing really mattered but you...maturity is not all that worked up as i thought it would be..
being a kid was probably the best days,perhaps years of my life..now i wished that i did not try to taste adulthood as soon as i had...anyway,like i said,its all too late now..its just gone..the things that mattered,the people who actually cared..all gone,like a gust of wind just blowing by on a scorching day...occasionally i yearn for it,but then i need to snap back into reality...
even if i did change today,what hopes are there that things will be the same again?some things are best left unsaid,others are best left untouched and forgotten...and some things just don't change..one of it is me...im always changing..leaving all the beautiful things behind me..so don't fret,dont sigh...nothing is amiss,its just me passing by..
